insanely angry

Babelfish says:
arunava
Babelfish says:
two things
Babelfish says:
firstly i thought X was your friend, or rather you were X's friend
Babelfish says:
Secondly you're proving to be something of a loser, in fact i am so mad right now i would go so far as to call you a fucking loser
Babelfish says:
amend that, a fucking losing god-forsaken worthless piece of nothingnedd
Babelfish says:
nothingness
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excuse the typos
Babelfish says:
and you can put this up on your blog if yu like
Babelfish says:
if you won't i will eventually
Alluder of Alliterations says:
fishy... you may consider me to be whatever you want,,, you will always be a fishy to me..
er in case you havent noticed.. i thought you were the one lecturing me not to put up convos on blogs and extolling the virtues of discretion and all that.. and look.. you are free to post whatever you want... why tell me? and believe me i have better things to blog about than this...
Alluder of Alliterations says:
and why on earth such a big deal about nothing
Alluder of Alliterations says:
??
Babelfish says:
excuse me?
Babelfish says:
big deal about nothing?
Babelfish says:
listen up, very carefully
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if i blog this
Babelfish says:
i would NOT
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NOTNOTNOT blog the bit abot X
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i would blog the bit where i call you a worthless good-for-nothing loser
Babelfish says:
that's the bit i meant
Alluder of Alliterations says:
goahead.....
Babelfish says:
and discretion has nothing to do with that
Babelfish says:
it's my opinion or worse, it's my judgement of you
Babelfish says:
and i'm judging you out here boss
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and you're failing every god damn test there ever was
Babelfish says:
im not a perfect person, in fact i'm a horrible person
Babelfish says:
but hey i'm not as bad as you it seems
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what kind of fucking right do you think you have to say such things about X
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who died and gave you the right to gossip about X
Babelfish says:
what the fuck
Babelfish says:
how many other people have you told this "wildly exciting piece of gossip" to
Babelfish says:
have you been hauling people up in the corridors and telling them this?
Alluder of Alliterations says:
no one else ... and it isnt wild and exciting... and no
Babelfish says:
fuck it you bastard
Babelfish says:
you have no fucking right to put things that way
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HOW DARE YOU?
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how dare you say something like that about X
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are you stupid or what
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go back and read what you wrote
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read the words
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if a friend of mine said something like that about me, in those words i would kill them
Babelfish says:
or at least disown them for life

that was a random conversation snippet. it's not supposed to make sense. the rest of the post is a rant. that's not going to be making sense either. sigh. this blog is getting to be too personal. then again, i'm getting too emotional these days. what to do. such is life.

*begin rant...*

If I love someone it's usually for life, and I'm as protective as hell. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't want to be protected. Maybe X wouldn't have minded such things being said about her. But you will not, not and NOT gossip about my friends in front of me. Not unless you want the police to have to drag out your body from under the JU jheel . I don't wanna be hanged for murdering someone, least of all for stabbing someone with a blunt knife fifty seven times. But there are times I would do it, and when you say something nasty about someone I love trust me you're micro-millimetres away from the land of the dead.

*end rant*
**phew**

Oh and yeah I'm probably sounding self-righteous as hell here but truth be told I'm not a perfect person; as prone to lying, bitching and being nasty as the next person in the room or you the reader. But some things I don't do. And I do not bitch about people who are my friends. If you wanna yell at me cos you've heard I bitch about you and you feel betrayed, sorry boss you're obviously not that special to me. Deal with it the way you want to but this is how I am. What random people think about me is not an issue. I care without limits for a limited number of people in the world and you watch your trap when you talk about them. Otherwise I always have my trusty blunt knife or alternatively this rant space I call my blog.